10:36 pm - Thursday, Mar. 13, 2008
I'm blown away
I'm hesitant to post updates of good things for fear of jinxing them but I'm not sure this one can be jinxed. Not the way it's going.

In my last entry, I spoke of a girl I had met and was talking to. Well she's gone, turns out she wasn't that interesting. But a friend of hers is very interesting and absolutely amazing. We hit it off immediately.

We went out on a date Saturday night, just a casual coffee and talking date. But from the first minute until 3 hours later, it was awesome. We had so much to talk about and so much in common. There wasn't a single lull in the conversation. NEVER have I had that with someone. We are both weirdos and have the same quirky personalities.

And unbelievable as it may be, I saw this girl the next 3 days in a row. 3 more amazing dates where we just clicked in so many more aspects. It's really almost too good be true. And I'm totally not fucking it up, for god's sake. I'm being myself, unlike how I've been with other girls in the past and she likes me.

She's the most wonderful girl I've ever met. She lives a few minutes away, goes to school 3 blocks from my apartment. She drives a truck and has pink hair. Who knew!

We already have plans to get together both tomorrow and Saturday night, where I'm going to meet some of her friends. She totally digs me and it's likewise. Ash and Anna really like her and I've never been happier.

It's insane...but I could love this girl. We are just that much on the same page. We talk constantly, and I want to spend so much time with her. I don't even know how this happened. I haven't even known her very long but slam bam I'm in this nice little relationship where I'm happy. And it's good.

She thinks I'm pretty and I'm fascinated by her. It's so odd. Wow. Haven't even slept with her yet, I'm amazed. Usually I'm eager to jump into bed if they show any interest. But I don't want to with her. I want it to happen when it happens.

I might have possibly grown up and got a big girl relationship.

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