12:33 pm - Thursday, Mar. 20, 2008
Goals of Happiness
I accomplished a mind-blowing goal this week and I'm thrilled. I finally got down under the 200 pound mark. I've been slowly losing weight the last 6 months or so. Haven't changed my diet a whole lot, just cut down on how much I eat and it's been awesome.

I have no ass anymore and I look like a bag lady because all my clothes are too big and belts aren't keeping my pants up anymore. Need to invest in going shopping now.

That was my goal to do this year to at least get under 200 and keep going. So far so good. I'm estatic.

I'm actually feeling good about myself these days. I've met a wonderful woman and I like the way I look now. It's done wonders for my self condfidence.

The wonderful woman has a name, it's Jessica. Everyday it gets better and better. I'm so comfortable with her, it's makes me happy to see her and gives me something to look forward to, for when I'm going to get to see her next. We spent all last weekend together.

We lay in my bed and cuddle a lot. Sounds kind of boring but I really enjoy it. I've never had that with someone. We do actually have plans to do something besides lay in bed this weekend. Not sure exactly what yet, but we are going to go do something, anything.

It hasn't gotten sexual yet, but it's getting there. I have my impatient moments but over all, I like this. Taking it slow before we rush anything.

I'm just a happy lady right now in most parts of my life. Work isn't that great though. A lot of stress and incompetence on my boss's part. But it will get better.

Until I met Jess, I was so thinking about moving back home. I miss it but things are so good now that I don't want to anymore.

Anyway, I'll update more later. I have to go back to work in a few minutes.

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