8:59 pm - Sunday, Jun. 29, 2008
My love, my life...I need her
It's been awhile folks. Been insanely busy and then again not. I've been sick a lot lately. I've been to the doctor 3 times in the last 2 months. That is a lot for me.

Had a bad sinus infection. Then a bladder infection. The antibiotics for both of those gave me a raging yeast infection...lol, yee haw. Had to go to the doctor last week and had a respiratory infection, another sinus infection, the beginning of an ear infection and was told I have asthma. Never even knew it. The next day, I got a very gross stomach virus and was sick for a couple of days. THEN gave that to Jessica.

It's been a lovely time. Jess has been sick too. She's been having to go to the doctor for kidney problems. They did a ultrasound on her bladder to make sure it was okay and is going back next week for an ultrasound on her kidneys.

Ashleigh had to quit her job at the place we both work at because she's been sick a lot with Kidney stones and one of her kidneys isn't functioning. She also found out she has a cyst on one of her ovaries. She's been in a lot of pain and can't work.

I'm glad she doesn't work there anymore because I hate working with her and she's a bitch. We got into a major fight the other night. She told me she hates me and can't wait till I move out, so she will never have to see or talk to me again.

It all started because her 2 year old niece walked in on me and Jess having sex and I told her to get out. Apparently that makes me a cold hearted bitch because I wanted her out.

Anyway, my baby sister got married last weekend. She's only 16 but she married the father of her baby and I guess they are really happy. It was a pretty wedding but I dreaded going to it. I just hate doing stuff with my family where there needs to be some kind of organization. It just doesn't work and my mom was stressed out and was yelling a lot.

Jess and I attended out first gay pride parade last weekend also. I liked it, it was small but something very big for the small place we live in. We could have been in the parade and it would have been cool. But Jess promised her mom that she wouldn't. Her mom isn't exactly okay with the whole gay thing and her dad doesn't know yet, although he did question her mom about it this week. He still doesn't know.

But Jess promised she wouldn't be in it because her dad is a big lawyer in town and he knows everyone. Didn't want to make a big gay scene in town.
And we tried very hard to stay low key in the whole thing.

Do you think that worked? Hell no. We ended up on the local news. Seriously, they had a close up of mine and Jess's asses with our arms around each other. And it showed my face in the background of some interviews. We were just hanging out in the background. I think it's cool, she was freaked out but I loved it. My first out and proud moment. I just didn't want work people to see and I guess they didn't. If they did, they didn't say anything.

Jess was talking to her mom about me having problems with my roommates and that my lease is up in February. Her mom said that she guesses I'll just find a place of my own and Jess said vaguely "Yeah, maybe". Then her mom asked if Jess planned to move in with me. Jess said "Well....". Her mom was not very happy about that. But are planning to get a place together when my lease is up. I'm excited. I adore Jess and love her with all of my heart. I have never been so happy.

We talk a lot about getting married, albeit not legally, but as married as we can get and having kids I want to spend my life with her. We've been together almost 4 months. Not a long time but it feels right. We had such a great weekend together this weekend and it's just wonderful. The girl gets me and she's all I could ever ask for.

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